I have been enjoying reading everyone's blogs this week! I knew I didn't have it in myself to commit to writing each day, but I sure am having fun reading yours. :)
I am tired. So, so tired. I think I'm just having a few moments where I miss not having to worry about things all the time. I've been consumed with worry about Adam starting kindergarten and meeting with teachers and nurses and frankly...the information I need to teach these people is overwhelming to me. I don't even know what I'm doing myself half of the time and I'm supposed to teach them?
Little things are bugging me. Stupid things, like seeing a mom open up a box of Teddy Grahams at Target and give the whole box to her kid so he can enjoy a snack while she shops. SO CAREFREE! I so miss that. I think the reason I've been snapping at my kids when they ask me for something to eat lately is that it's just so much damn work to get it all ready for Adam.
My husband and I are lucky enough to be getting away for the weekend (here in town...but away from home!) for the first time in 2 years. Last time I was worried about leaving our kids for the first time all weekend, but now with diabetes in the mix, it's a whole other host of problems. I'm trying to get everything ready for my mom and I'm sitting here, amazed at what is involved for me to go away for 2 days. I don't resent it, because it is what it is...there is no changing it. But I do wish things could be a little bit easier sometimes, ya know? I know my mom will do a great job, but now I worry about HER worrying about Adam. I hate burdening people!